• For Feelings Of: Seriousness; Winter Blues (S.A.D.), lacking light; Things aren't fun; Feeling unattractive & awkward; Boredom; Drabness & heaviness; Shyness; Uninterested in things, not caring
• Patterns & Behaviors: Reclusive, withdraws from company & friends; Avoids going out; Even small tasks may seem an effort; Unable to be spontaneous; Tends to wear drab, colorless clothing; Wants to sleep a lot; Bears a grim countenance; Adolescents who want to be adults or have to grow up too quickly Unable to flirt or be playful; Attracted to the darker side of things; Keeps room gloomy & dark; Can't stand bright light, wears sunglasses
• Concerns & Statements: "I'm not attractive"; "I would like to be somewhere else"; It seems impossible;
  "I feel so drab"; "I feel so awkward"; " I don't do mornings"

$21.00 (94 g)

• For Feelings Of: Restlessness & agitation; Difficulty relaxing, being unable to stop; Needing to be occupied; Tension; Silence is unbearable; Dread of darkness & emptiness; Competitiveness, must win; Needing excitement; Difficulty just listening; Discomfort in quiet intimate contact
• Patterns & Behaviors: Always planning some activity or project; Fidgets, moves constantly, hands constantly busy; Stillness & silence avoided; Always talking or whistling to fill void; Driven towards goals; Troubled, restless sleep, tossing & turning; Speedy, mind races ahead in conversation, completes others' sentences; Avoids eye contact; Body feels tight & constricted
• Concerns & Statements: " I can't unwind, relax"; " I've always got to be doing something"; " Doing nothing is a waste of time"; " There is never enough time"; " I have to… "; " I feel squeezed"; " My mind never stops"; "I can't get it all said…done…"

$21.00 (94 g)

• For Feelings of: Bitterness & resentment; Regrets; Loss of faith & mistrust; Nostalgia, pining for youth;
  Being cheated by life; Having missed the boat; Lacking sparkle, as if life has lost its poetry
• Patterns & Behaviors: Curses life, feels cheated; Unable to accept gifts; Delves on misfortunes, even from many years in the past Can't see life's beauty & gifts; Unable to count life's blessings; Tends to compare their circumstance t o others; Not open to new possibilities
• Concerns & Statements: Expresses regrets; Talks about missed opportunities; I resent…; Expresses keen disappointment, as if life has cheated them; Complains of how people have treated them; Glass always half empty; There's nothing I can do about it

$21.00 (94 g)

• For Feelings of: Self dislike; Being overwhelmed & desperate; Feelings of repulsion towards body & menstrual cycle; Moodiness & negativity; Bitchiness & impatience; Obsessiveness & love addictions; Being out of sync; Being unappreciated & unseen
• Patterns & Behaviors: Objectification of the body; Obsession with body image; Not wanting to feel one's feelings; Women who are competitive with other women; Nagging & a tendency to lash out; Women "who love too much" & are unable to leave destructive relationships; A tendency to self punishment; Inconsiderate, careless, disrespectful & harsh towards the feminine; Allowing oneself to be used, like a doormat or a martyr; Role reversal in men & women
• Concerns & Statements: Complains about how women are; "I feel overwhelmed"; "I don't quite understand"; "I am going through something"; "I feel unseen, unappreciated"; "I'm so moody"; Constant complaining, nothing seems right

$21.00 (94 g)

Ponderosa Pine Essence
Ponderosa Pine supports us in all our creative endeavors. This essence will help us get moving when we doubt ourselves or waver. This essence promotes courage, initiative, daring to venture, pioneering spirit and decisiveness. We are able to both seek and give support. A sense of honor, brotherhood and empowerment are nourished. Strength is expressed in generosity and kindness. Concrete changes may happen with this essence.

• For Feelings Of: Procrastination; Indecision; Fear of rejection; Being weak, pathetic & wimpy; Fear of failure; Lacking confidence, needing outside approval
• Patterns & Behaviors: Thinks will fail; Always waiting for tomorrow to; begin a project; Waits for others to do it for them; Lacks confidence in creative vision; Lacks feeling of brotherhood; Unable to ask others for support; Delays creative projects; Slow moving, indolent, couch potato; Stays in dreamland, refusal to commit
• Concerns & Statements: I'm not able to; I'm such a bungler, idiot…; I'll never make it; I'm only fooling myself; Maybe later; I wish I could; Why do I have to do anything?; Why should I bother?; I'm in a hole, I can't get out

$21.00 (94 g)

Black Spruce Essence
Helps resolve issues of the male side or of being a man, supporting the healing of relationships with men and male ancestors. This essence encourages us to look honestly at our past actions and to face our unconscious tendencies, to deal with anger and other destructive or aggressive energies. Transformation happens through clarity and understanding. Black Spruce may also inspire us to share our feelings and experiences, even when these are painful, thus making it a support for people engaged in therapeutic group work. Qualities of warmth, forgiveness, patience and compassion are brought forth.

• For Feelings Of: Anger & frustration; Aggressivity & impatience; Destructiveness; Being a slave to desires & conditionings; Possession, being overtaken by unconscious forces; Shame & self-loathing;
  Apologetic, especially for being a man
• Patterns & Behaviors: Tendency to be physically & verbally abusive (sarcastic & caustic with words); Both fears & denies darker side of sexuality,obsessions & addictions; Tendency towards sexual perversions, fetishes & obsessions; Explosive & destructive anger; Split between self-ideals and unconscious pulls (Dr. Jekyl & Mr. Hyde); Hides shame beneath a veneer of respectability; Deep seeded anger towards men or masculine figure; Victim of abuse, incest…; Personality change after trauma
• Concerns & Statements: "I'm angry with"; Men are… women are…; "I feel I'm going to explode"; "I can't stop myself, desires overtake me"; "It feels like someone else takes over me"; "I feel possessed"

$21.00 (94 g)

Pussy Willow Esence
Helps put us in touch with the natural rhythm and flow of life's energy and the enjoyment of giving and receiving. This essence is of great benefit when we feel rigid and stuck, that we cannot melt and let go. One feels a softness and fluidity, an invitation to open to pleasure. With Pussy Willow, the experience of the senses is enhanced, opening the door to delight and ecstasy.

• For Feelings of: Frigidity, Awkwardness, being gauche, clumsy, Listlessness & inertia, Being rigid & stuck, Shame & disapproval of erotic feelings, Needing to be in control, Over intellectuality, Inhibition & tightness
• Patterns & Behaviors: Denial or repression of sensuality, A need to be seen as proper & in control, Hardness & rigidity, Tends to be grumpy, unhappy, unsmiling, Difficulty giving & receiving, Wanting release, but unable to let go, Tends to breathe shallowly, Inhibiting creative flow; Mothers who experience difficulties nursing
• Concerns & Statements: " I feel stuck"; " I can not please everyone. If they are not happy, too bad"; " I feel so clumsy"; Tends to direct others; What's good about it?

$21.00 (94 g)